The One and Only

I hate how she makes me laugh all the time.
I hate how she can instantly turn my frown into a smile.
I hate how she can be so sweet.
I hate how she is so perfect
and I hate how she makes me love her so much.

Hi Aya, this post is dedicated to you. I want to thank you for always being there for me and by trusting me at all times throughout our friendship. No words can describe how much you mean to me. Seriously.

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Eight years ago…when we first met at school, we barely talked (from what i remember). You were the ‘new girl’ and I was the same old shy girl who was uncomfortable of breaking out of her comfort zone ( I was afraid to meet new people). Then you moved near my house and we started to hang out. We went to watch movies, eat junk food and just to chill at your house…and im really really glad you moved nearby! I remember going to burger king while we will just blab gossip blab laugh about what was going on in our lives. Although we hung out in middle school, I still didnt know you as much as i do now. Its weird how in high school we became really tight. We would do everything together. We would tell everything to each other and those were the times I felt the happiest. Thank you.

Senior year was the best. I think it was the year that was most tough for us (academic work, college applications, relationship problems) but I think it was the year that made me realize who really is important in our lives. It was a year that made me realize to keep loved ones close and to support them in every way I can.

And you, Aya, made me realize that.

I’ve never met anyone who has supported me in rough times and has cared about me so much. I still become teary when I think back about the time when you visited me at the hospital everyday when I had to stay there for a week. You had plenty of other things to do and you were so busy but you came to visit me. Thank you. You do not know how much that meant to me.

There are many more things that you have done that made me cry (in a good way). Just remember that whenever I cry because of you, I cry because im happy.

You changed me as a person and I have to thank you. I used to be a girl who was so scared to share my thoughts with other people because I was so scared that I would be rejected. But you made me realize that its okay to be myself. You encouraged me to share my thoughts and you listened. You listened to every word I said and I felt and knew that you loved me for being who i am. Thank you.

I also have to thank you for always listening to my worries and by coming up with solutions with me as if it was your worry. No one has ever done that with me. Normally people will just listen to them and say words that would comfort me such as “it’ll be alright”, but you were different. You rarely say those comfort sentences to me, and i love how you are honest. Thank you.

You do not know how much i am going to miss you.
But please remember that you are my one and only best friend who I will always turn to share interesting stories and personal worries. I love you!

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